same blood

I'm staying in a very small village name “Ulu Kesepian”. My life was ordinary. I'm not famous in school, not favorite child in family, not exist in group of my friends. “Invisible” is my best friend. Everyday is just like anyday to me, not much different.

When turning to 16, I met a girl name Miss X. She is pretty, shiny all over the body. My heart turn to a time bomb everytime I saw her, “bee-pop..bee-pop...”. Explosion seems to happen anytime. At this moment, I felt a million of angel touching my body; warm and happiness.

Time over time, we were becoming best friend. How was it happened? Everything started from a school project, we been arranged into a team. She is nice and kind, always invite team mate do discussion at her place. Her's mom also a nice person, offer food everytime we visit. Slowly, I felt myself likes one of their family member.

Maybe we were getting close recently, her's mom starting to ask about my family's background. After I told her about my father, she felt shock suddenly. She spoke out my father name. I was curious and confuse. How did she knows my father name? The most darkness thing was happened.

She bring me and Miss X to a corner. Her face looks serious. I'm staring at her mouth, and waited. She was starting to talk, telling us the story. (few hours passed) This is the longest hours I ever passed. After she finished. I'm felt myself dropping... keep dropping into a super deep hole. “Why???”, I'm shouting. Why sent an angel to me, but giving me a devil memories.

Miss X is my sister actually, same father but different mother. I lock myself for one month after the truth explored. I asked my father at a random day. “Do you know Miss X's mother?”. “Yeah.”, he answered me quick and relaxing. But he didn't plan to tell me the fact of the relationship between me and them.

The fact had been buried in my heart deeply forever . . . . .

P/S. My kesepian kaki, remember to take a DNA test before you hang out with a girl...

ours the only and only lovely trip

An evening, I’m looking an advertisement on newspaper. Is AirAsia, they having promotion again. [Taiwan] is popping in my mind, **a dialogue box floating on top of my head**. I proposed and showed to my girlfriend about the idea, and she is very happy.

I purchased the air tickets, and planned the itinerary. When planning, my heart is up and down. Time to time, my environment is just like the wallpaper. Keep changing to Taiwan scene, and I was standing in the middle while the scene spinning.

March, April, May, June. The day was coming, our lovely Taiwan Day.

Today, my body was shaking, my heart was burning and my eyes were flooding. “Sorry, sir. The flight you booked had been cancelled. Please accept our apologize.” was appearing in my google mail. @#%#$^^%&&*.

We didn’t give up, I wouldn’t let my lovely girlfriend down and disappointed. I want to rescue our trip. **Pinky love are spreading from the words (Lovely Trip) and surrounding it like twister** The trip was postponed to August.

Times fly. Soon will be ours the only and only lovely trip’s due date. The day before our flight, I’m keeping check my mailbox to make sure no one can cancel my flight. I wouldn’t let any outsider to destroy ours holy lovely trip.

But… always happy situation will come with a “But”, like a package. My lovely girlfriend was telling me, she was sick. After the medicine, she told me that gastric was attacking her. And she refused to join ours the only and only holy lovely trip. Another hammer was hitting my head, another hand was dragging my heart, another editor tool was turning my skin to grey color.

I’m sakit hati too cause she is sick, so I also decided not going and looking for optional for ours the only and only lovely trip. “You not care of me!!! Just busying on your trip only!!!” came from her mouth suddenly. I stoned for one minute, and speechless. I’m doing all this, just for my girlfriend. Am I doing wrong?

And I found out, she just have a very little little tiny gastric only. Next day only, she turn to a very healthy person already. OMG! If she really very sick in Taiwan, still can see doctor there.

P/S. My kesepian kaki, nevers plan a trip with someone who you cannot estimate.