My Girlfriend-ed

4 years ago, I did have a girlfriend. Our life was sweet and warm. Everything was working perfectly. One day, I received an email from my office said they want to send me over Thailand to help up local branch’s people. I thought it will be a big chance for me to grow my career; actually it’s change of my life.

Before I left, my best friend and the only best friend I had, he promised will take care of my sweetie girlfriend. I released a huge breath with the promised, because she is everything to me. Without her, grey color will be my life-time accompany.

One month passed, I backed to KL. The first thought in my mind is rushing back to my house. My heart is beating. My blood is running over my whole body blindly. I opened my house door, I saw my the best friend and my the love girlfriend standby welcome my return. I saw them… I really saw them… I saw a lot of flowers were flushing out from my heart.

But those flowers were turning to grey then disappeared. They did it in front of me. My best friend is holding my girlfriend’s hand tightly. Nothing… nothing… nothing… in my mind. My eyeballs are turning to black color. Every traffic lights in my body turned to red, my blood stop moving. I heard cracking sound. It’s come from my heart. Aiyah, it hurt faded. Why every stuff, people around me are in grey color?!!!




P/s: Advices from Abang, Take care of your girlfriend can become take over your girlfriend…

Hapi Buttday!

Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to me-eee! Happy birthday to you! Yesterday was my 23th birthday, I blew all candles on top of my birthday cake while sitting in front of my starwars toys. I'm looking at them and think. Why my toys were celebrating birthday with me but not my girlfriend? Where's my girlfriend? I haven't received any call from her. And she didn't plan anything with me at all.

Do I need to feel sad at this moment? Luckily I have my lovely buddy, Starwars! I love you, Starwars. Am I just said, I love you, Starwars? Sigh… I'm look pity in front of you guys. Please! Please don't feel pity to me. I can handle it. Be strong.

At night, my girlfriend called. She stood in front of my house and holding a plastic bag. I'm very excited of her appearance. She armed me the plastic bag. It was starwars toys!!! Then she said “Happy birthday, dear! I love you!”.

*Not sure what is starwars? Please visit http://starwarsilike.blogspot.com/

A Vehicle

“Babe, we go shopping today?”, voiced out by me excited. “Ok, sound great!”, my girlfriend answered. And I suggested Sungai Wang to shop. She is very happy and put on all hers’ clothes, of course I did the same way. First time I saw her excitement overflow after all the disappointment that happened before. I’m feeling happily, it’s spreading out from bottom of my heart.

“How do we go there?”, ask by her suddenly. “LRT of course, that’s the transport we always take!”, answered by me. Why she asked, I’m thinking. “It’s 34 degree out there, you ask me to take LRT!!!”, she shouting. “But we did all the while.” I’m defending. She took off her bag and don’t want to go anymore. She asked me to get a vehicle. And …

And she was leak out words that hurt me a lot. “How can you be a boyfriend without any vehicle? Don’t you feel shame?” she shouted. I’m speechless because I’m really can’t afford a car. Vehicle? Vehicle is part of our love and relationship?

P/S. My sepian fellows, do I need to feel guilty that didn’t own a wheel?

With my PS2

I bought a PS2, because I want to spent more time at home with my girlfriend. 2 lovely couple playing PS2, and laugh laugh. Can you imagine how happy is it? And all the love surrounding us, I say "I love you" and she say "I love you too".

"Blang!!!!!" My lovely dream broken and wake me up. I purposely bought some girl kind of game, so that I can play with her. She just give me very clear word, "I'm not interested, why wasted this kind of money to buy it? Isn't better to use for eating?" My heart crash at the same time, why she can't be more romantic? Does she know how lucky she is?

My dude PS2, starting now just between you and me in the future ...

A farnie joke

After work, sitting in front the TV and having dinner with my girlfriend as usual. I found out we are getting less and less communication among us. But nevermind, I will try my best to fix this out. I started with this joke, a joke that bring from office. I started. "Darling ar, I ask you one question.". "What is it?", my girlfrend ask. I asked "ngar choy" is grow from a red bean or green bean. I'm so excited waiting for her answer, so that I can laugh like what is happening in office. But, this world is not always perfect. "Why you asking this kind of stupid question? Who ask you!", she asked me angrily. "My colleague.", I say. She commented my colleague are so "wu liao".

I just want to make her laugh only. Why end up like this?///

Abang kesepian crying in heart...

Malay Movies in this loving day

I love malay movie as you guys have favorite movie. Many people ask me why? My answer will always "I loving it", sound like a tagline. HAHAHA! I always thinking, why I love malay movie so much, is because I growed in the environment or? But my girlfriend's movie direction, far different from me. She hate Malay movie, love animated movie. So, I always watched malay movie alone, I can't share my happiness to the love one. But nevermind, she is my everything! I love what she love, I can give her everything. Including my characteristic. She love animated movie, I will crazy about it. I want to love the way she love, so we can have the same mindset.


Sorry, Malay movie! You always in my heart. . .

2 people in a room but eat alone

The sky getting darker, I call my girlfriend not to wait me for dinner. Because I will be work late, I don't want her to get hungry. When the times I entered my house, I saw my girlfriend sit in front of the television watching a show. She laughing so loud. "Have your dinner?", I asked. "Yes, I do.", my girlfriend answered. She really didn't wait for me, I wishing her will eat little thing first then continue eat with me after I back actually. But I'm wrong.

I'm walking in to my kitchen, take out my cold meal. I sitted and started my meal. My girlfriend still continue enjoying the TV show. Noises around this room, but quiet in my heart. Why she didn't accompany me to finish my meal? Am I doing something wrong? Is she suffering when sitting beside me? I just want her to look at me more than 1 minute only, is it ridiculous?

Abang Kesepian's partner, sepi...